swine flu is not a joke people

i'm so afraid of getting it before my insurance kicks in. which is next week, i think. and then i only have it for three months, so lets keep our fingers crossed. i'm not the paranoid type, but we've had a lot of people in the office come down with it and then i feel so weird and lethargic. don't like.

to bide the time i look out of my borrowed office window and watch:
palm trees blowing in the santa anna winds.
two humming birds flying and kissing.
a plastic bag floating up to the third floor, like a balloon.
koi fish not swimming in the pond.
brilliant orange birds of paradise swaying.
the westside enshrouded in dust clouds.
my reflection with pursed lips.

famous people follow me

it's not a joke, check out my celeb week.
monday carl reiner read at the table read at work:


friday went to taping of show.
not going to count everyone there, but will count my favorites:
alia shawkat (maebe)


reading rainbow
LeVar Burton:


miss swan
Alex Borstein:


marlee matliin, whom i adore:


then of course, brandi carlile- at her concert, which was AMAZING:


at the show i saw gay kid from glee!


and also this girl from legally blonde:


so see? told you- they are following me!

holla what?

halloween.

i love this holiday. only i have no idea what to be. last year was good times as frida. it was an excellent costume, if i don't say so myself. the year sister and i went as mary kate and ashley olsen was pretty amazing as well.

but this year. hmm.... this year i've got to be on for the fox annual party. it's kind of a big deal and it needs to be pretty special. it can also involve another person or three or four. anyone have any ideas?

i thought about reconstructing this:
it would be a crude version of course and i'm not really sure about the white dress she wore- don't own a white dress. but it's the best i've got so far. the makeup would be fun to do though!

L.O.N.E.L.Y.

not depressed.
not down.
not suicidal.

not gleeful.
not super stoked.
not excited.

living in l.a.
all my stuff in storage.
car making funny noise.
cartoons.
no therapy.